Lello - Alone In the Dark

[Verse 1]

yo,..alone in de dark is where i always be
ill, helpless, full of pain and misery
i'm not in a movie yet i feel like i'm 3D
Desperate, Depressed and most of all Deadly
problem is i look happy on the outside, see
no one knows what i hide, they don't understand me
reminiscing on my childhood, but it won't come back
I flipped a 180, and got a brain damage attack
in fact, i think i like it, layin there in the black
hearin sick thoughts in my mind, no longer intact
but why do act like nuttin is wrong
when deep down i don't even know where the fuck i belong
I can't fit in anywhere, all i have is this song
to show the true me, but hey maybe i'm wrong
maybe I'll change, maybe the hope ain't gone
but until den, dis the chorus now sing along


[Chorus]
Dunno how to say it cause it's complicated
My agony and sufferin are over-dated
can't get through it alone shit i need to be aided
it's like all the joy of the world suddenly faded
You say I'm overdoin it, well let's debate it
got nothin to live for and i'm mostly hated
brought down by everything life's a bitch ain't it
so I'm Alone in the Dark with a brain that's tainted

[Verse 2]

Confused between whether to shut up or to scream
I'm cryin out fo help, someone tell me this a dream
shattered my self esteem, became a prick always mean
Feel so sick I turned green, like a bad vegetable gene
Stuck in a routine, a bad one as it seems
readin a magazine and fuckin hit myself on de spleen
sound like a dope addict, but surprisingly i'm clean
can't sleep cause i been goin mad on caffeine and i been
losing contact to what matters to me da most
it's like sadness is a gameshow and i'm the host
I feel Invisible to people, photocopy of a ghost
so when i'm gone I won't be missed,tata adios
and I almost, thought there would be some antidotes
and I came close, till i found out the epmtiness of my soul
so I turned to god, before i gave up and lost hope
and he answered me, dat de secret to how i cope



[Chorus]
Dunno how to say it cause it's complicated
My agony and sufferin are over-dated
can't get through it alone shit i need to be aided
it's like all the joy of the world suddenly faded
You say I'm overdoin it, well let's debate it
got nothin to live for and i'm mostly hated
brought down by everything life's a bitch ain't it
so I'm Alone in the Dark with a brain that's tainted

Lello wrote:can't afford any

RIOT wrote:I like this because it's real feeling and emotion. It's something people can relate on and you have a lot of potential. The quality could be better like you said, but maybe if you get some better equipment or go to a studio you could re-record it with a better mic and better quality. I like it, though, and we all start somewhere. Much love!